.: Many dreams come true.. :.

Another year has passed, well. Another summary, I don't care if anybody will read it, but when I saw my last new year's submission, I just had to do another one. 

It's impressive to me.. I never thought that one year could change so much. I'm bursting with happiness these days, and looking back to 2013 makes it even more overwhelming.

Looking back to January, I realize how terribly long this year seemed to me. And on the other hand.. how close to the edge I still was back then. 

But one opportunity changed so much, I never thought it could. I met so many amazing people, had such a good time spending my vacation and weekends, it's incredible.

 I learned which things and, most importantly, which people it was worth to spend time on. I let go of many things, many people, many "friends", I let go of forcing myself to finally find love.. realizing there were only a few friends I could count on, but that they would always be there for me. 

 

In a couple of days, it'll be my birthday. It always was a struggle for me, getting older once again, but now, I'm glad I'm still here, I'm still living my life, and it has become the thing I'm most thankful for.

Forgetting about small losses and darker days in 2013, it all in all was one of the most exciting years ever for me.

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Quotes: 
Led Zeppelin - Over the Hills and far away

Bring me the Horizon - Hospital for Souls

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In the last months, meaning since may up to now, I drew like 5 times maybe? I really don't know. I didn't improve, but I'm really glad my skills didn't all leave me drawing this picture. I'm pretty happy about the outcome still. c:

Art and character belong to me.

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I wish all of you the best for 2014, may it be even better than 2013 and may all of you achieve their new year's resolutions!

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BTW: Whoever cares, here's the 2012 one: euphem.deviantart.com/art/Marc…

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EDIT 2014:

As I just decided to keep on my kind of "tradition" here, but didn't have a newer picture, i'm going to just edit it..


Another year has gone by. Things changed - a lot.
It started crazy right away, in the beginning of january, with a hell lot of stories I don't think I should tell Well.. had a damn mass of problems in the first few months, things finally kind of relaxed in april.
Until I fell in love again. With a boy I have had a crush on before. Everything just seemed to clash around me, but unlike real trouble, I felt like I was floating just in the middle of it - could escape for a week in May, when I was on vacation, and a few weeks again in Summer. And it feels like though I've had so many conflicts this year, seen so many people come and go, sometimes my fault, sometimes the other's, it feels like 2014 was just so short.
I think I managed my way out of depression halfway through the year, had a really, really great summer, with its peak when I got my boyfriend - they guy I had fallen for before, and it finally worked out. 
Things got so much better, I felt so much better. My grades got up, and I learned to let go: of emotions, of the past, and of one of the most important persons in my life so far.. I just turned away from him, let go, and never regret it.. but that's another story

I don't know how I wrote all these lines with ease on the last day opf 2013, and now it just seems so hollow, and I can't really find words for all that's happended - it's just too much, and too little at the same time, and for others, family and friends, it may seem that it was "just a year" for me. But for me, it's for sure the most... (I can't even find a word for THIS) exciting year.

Got in trouble, got out. Fell in love, became his girlfriend. Got in even more trouble, managed to get out two months ago. Still got emotional breakdowns, still feel depressed from time to time, without any resort or solution - But it got SO much better as I finally found myself, my luck and 'my sun and stars' (quote intended.).

2015 - The best is yet to come.. ♥